This calls for a hiatus post.
Everything of the past 11 years and 8 months have been in preparation for this day, even if I didn't consciously take part in the process until 1 year and 8 months ago.
Today is the day where I say I must hide myself away (much to the chagrin of everyone this day).
I know doing this will draw the ire of some friends, and also the understanding of others.
But this is my one last (and also only) shot at making anything possible, and I don't plan on fucking it up (especially since I don't have O'levels and PSLE is not exactly a very comforting cert to fall back on.)
So, from today onwards, I will not be checking any of my social feedbacks. Livejournal, MySpace, Facebook, Twitter. I won't even be using my laptop because I've given it to my mum to keep.
Probably, the only way to reach me will be by text and e-mail, since I can still access gmail from my phone.

To my bb taitais, I am most particularly sorry because online and outings are the only way we mostly keep in contact, but even then I have been keeping that to a low. But I hope you all will understand and forgive me! And don't worry, my love for bb and you all will be kept strong through their records and our pictures. Just text me, especially with updates on our projects! ;)

To my rj friends, I'll still see you in school, so that's okay right? Don't worry, if I ever made dates with yall before this post, they're still on. :)

To Adel my one and only bb, I am afraid you won't be receiving my random stupid comments anymore. But yeah, we're always only a text away! :D -LCS handshake-

So yeah, this marks the last few minutes of my cyber-time here, until A's are over.
Till then,
Work hard and live well, people!
I'll see you back here in about 3 months' time :)
♥♥♥

What is it with adults that they always like to talk about 'last time' when it has absoutely no fucking relation to the conversation?
Why bother asking me a question when you are just gonna answer it on your own and turn the conversation into a monologue?
How do you manage to turn every topic into 'mememememe'?
When are you ever going to realise this is pointless?
Where in the world can I escape from the bullshit the world feeds me on a daily basis?

But then, Who am I to judge when I think I am already one of them?

okay i'm really tired and pimples are taking over my face (as chris aptly said of her own zit) so i'm not going to wait til the end of today as i usually do to wish people (since i don't know their birth times) but yes,

okay, so my dad asked me to help him audio rip this yt video and after i did it, i just listened to the video for the heck of it and wow, i actually like it.

(:

( on a totally unrelated note... )

ok, off to read eeeeeeeeeeeeeeecons.

p.s. i wonder when is TGSE coming out with their sophomore album? i can't waaaaaaait! :D
p.p.s. i love winamp. because winamp = pseudo itunes, which means i can listen to my entire song library without occupying my laptop's memory worth, and even if my hard disk is not plugged in! don't ask me how, i think it has something to do with how it's all read-only files, but i'm happy enough!!!! and we all know what having her music does to kevy! :D :D

Today, I saw you at the bus-stop.
Well, he looked like you anyway.
The way he walked,
The way he frowned,
The way he gelled his hair.
He reminded me of you,
You who had not appeared in my mind for so long,
So long until I had almost forgotten about you.

And then, today I saw us at the bus-stop.
I wondered then,
If you saw me or just a naive awkward little girl who enjoyed the time she spent with you
And the laughters she shared with you.

I wonder,
How are you doing?